Thursday, August 31, 2006
ok bao listen up. now you're being the stubborn one. i do not know you and i bloody need not need an explanation to u in ther first place for ur accusation.
the stubborn you dowan listen? den see.
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1) IP add. as i said 4 blocks is NOT ENOUGH to prove anything. u can use it as an excuse to say i write those tags. fine. but let me tell u and ur friends who decided it was me. believe it or not. the first four block is server and a randomly assigned host name. u can play arnd with ur tags and try again. if ya stubborn, nth to say again.
2) i insulted u in the first place? quote one for me. i remembered u started off with the samll kid on me. did u ever asked me before u typed and self-confirmed those things? no? and u say i'm a small kid? job well done.
3) i still dun see the big fuck abt 5 hrs interval? so wads its 5? so wads its 6? so wads its 1 hr? i dun get the point. fine. 5 hrs that will be 11.24am. rite? i'm still sleeping thats why i say i not at cybercafe. and please. i've never even book a cook in a cybercafe or lan shop b4. - -" u wan prove ask my dad which u prolly will just give another excuse that he'll side me.
4) u cant SPOOF your IP. its assigned by the web host randomly. it just so happen we share that same 4 blocks of IP which means pratically. NTH. i'm not in an IT course for fuck sake. and seriously, ur frens and you need so upgrading skills in IT. i'm not kidding. in all you're still circling the fact IP same, time 5 hrs which i explained everything. just that you are that STUBBORN.
5) be the devil in the first place wan be angel? let me tell u smth. its cos this bloody reason dun get to u in at all that i must turn devil. u say i devil listen for wad. i be angel, u kpkb. its just ur excuse for not listening.
6) eileen trust her fren more than she trust you? say back to yourself. you and your fren decided it was me but do you trust her? no. so dun say she always dun trust you and stuff. thats bullshit.
7) you break with eileen i happy? for fuck? you're just a nuisance and bastard in saying that line. is ur gf really so worthless? so now ya saying my motive for writing the tags is so you two can break and i can be with her eh? let me tell u smth. you're so damm wrong. i like another girl. its not her. but if u insist i got nth to do. she's just a fren of mine that i treat equally when they have problems. is this another excuse of yours for running away?
8) even providing an internet fact u oso dowan believe IP can be same? u insist that IP is the proof of everything? if thats how stubborn you really are. let me tell u. ya the most stubborn guy i've ever seen.
9) please. i'm still loss at this.
5 hrs Interval Between the tag. How do u explain it? U say tat u do not go cybercafe. than how do u explain the above situation? I and my frens are not born yesterday?
wad has this got to do to say i'm the one hu tag?
10) and by deleting all contacts with leen. let me tell u. ya the most petty guy i ever seen too. cant even be friends with her? cant even be a HI-BYE friend. how hurt she is you just take it as nth? you never had feelings for her b4? say bye jiu bye? maybe NS will really knock some sense in you. i have no right to say this but as a fren of eileen, yes i care how she feels now.
11) lastly if you still dowan accept these things, and let the real annoymousfuckshit laugh behind this matter as wad he really wants to see. i've got nth to say. if you still think that i'm the culprit, so be it. sense cant get into that thick skull of urs anymore. i'll gladly say...
YES. i'm that annoymousfuckshit who wrote those tags. its better for eileen to break or at least remain single than to stick in a relationship where the bf doesnt even listen to explaination. YES she deserved a better guy. HAHAHA. i'm so happy. happy with this sentence? this will be my last resort if it can clear things up and let ur happy EGOISTIC self rule ur circle. for i believe true frenz of mine will still believe in me. thanks frenz hu all believed in me. suet, knnth, christie, eileen, ck(though i dunno hu u are =)) and many more. thanks all. =)
See it thru ma eyes.. 11:18 PM
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A post for bao-n-leen
alright this is for you two. to clear things up. i'm gonna make some points. damm. all this are really ZZZZ..
1) to bao - i said: if i defame your mother, would u come and talk to me nicely? that was an EXAMPLE. if ya not cool abt it. here is my apology that i used her as an example. apology taken? its up to you. i did wrong things i dare to say sorry. thanks for this.
2) to bao - you said: "there is no trust in the relationship" you keep going on how leen doesnt trust you and trust her friends. now let me ask you. how much you trust her when she says its not her friends? do you even trust her? ya just trying to give a reason to look away.
3) to bao - and for your info, if you have even 0.00000000001% of thought that i'm interestd in leen and wants you two to break, the answer is NO. so please dont give this as a reason to break.
4) to leen - thanks for trusting in me though i know you'll stand more on him. i got little excuse that the IP appears to me. but i reason with facts and proof. at least you bother to listen. unlike. ZZZ. tell him one whole day. he dowan listen say better things to do, go WoW. wth. once again. thanks for trusting in me.
5) to both of you. i don't even know abt how bad you two are right now. and even before that bloody tag came. worse, to tell you the truth, i don't even care whats going on btw you two. i just happen to click on the blog, saw the tags on wad your sex thing and happen to reply. 5 hrs later, that tag came and u say is me. like wth. i only care when you two break up and i ask leen how is she. and suggest solutions to help you two patch. in god's name, why would i do such a thing? ZZZ
6) to bao - i dunno what reason you will have more for you wanting to break with leen. i have no rights to say anything, neither do i have anything to do with it. i'm just a bystander who acts when the things happen.
7) to bao - and please. mind your mouth and get everything right and proper before you start telling the world i did this and that. you don't even want to listen to explanation and you start babbling on i wrote those tags? yes. go on. tell her, her ruby, tell everyone who reads your blog that i wrote those things. they believe in you. you had my life screwed up when i nv even talk to you for one time. read this line. YOU SCREWED MY LIFE UP.
8) to ruby - and maybe i get a little picture of why you're ignoring me these few days eh? cos of this? thanks ah if its really cos of this. so much for treating you good and showing care and concern for you. this is wad i get in return. thanks. really thanks. if this is not the reason. still thanks for ignoring me still.
9) to anyone - you guys can dun trust me. you guys can look me as a bastard who write annoymously and scold people. but come on. i got annoymous tags b4 and i felt dulan. in case you guys who do not know me and judge me already, here's my 2cents worth of info for you guys. I DO NOT USE ANNOYMOUS NAME. IF I WANT TO SCOLD YOU, I WOULD PROUDLY USE MY NAME. believe it or not, thats my principle.
10) to myself - last point is for myself. lesson learned. dun bloody treat people good. they'll backstab you in the end. so much for the care and concern.
11) to bao - almost forgot. i still want an explanation of the info i got frm the net abt IP. abt that, you still haven given me a good explanation on why you 100% bite its me. that info can at least clear another 50% of my name. its bad to bite me, but i'll go all out to clear my name. you started it and please be a man to finish this matter off since i'm here to explain. if you dun reply, by right i have no rights to ask you come and finish this thing off. but wad for start off by smearing my reputation and not finish it off? you screwed my life and now ya running? in the past i would have hunt you down in ur hse. now i choose to settle with reason and you dowan? damm..
12) to annoymousfuckshit - thanks to you too, my name is gone. you better use someone else comp if u dunno how to configure the IP add to tag and clarify who are you. at least state where ya frm. oh ya, you sure wont. cos you aint got balls to do that type of things aye? if ya reading, come tag me la. may u die with your balls split into half.
12) to bao-n-leen - ok last one. really. believe it or not. i want you two to be together. i remember how confused and lost leen was when you two broke the first time. i do not want to see her sad. when you two patched she was happy and i feel glad for her. not that i liked her as in a bgr. but i liked her as a fren. the optimistic side of her. i aint want to see her down in her moods trying to find the exit of a maze. and bao, she trust you more than her friend. believe me. what if one day you found out its your friend who done it? wad will you do instead? will you feel guilty abt not trusting her in the first place? i hope so. i dare and swear to say its not me who write those bloody tag on your blog. believe it or not. its up to you. my last post was abit vulgar because of my mood. who wouldnt be angry if they tio defame? i already controlled alot. ZZ
off to find ma friends. wad a bad week this is.
See it thru ma eyes.. 12:43 PM
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mood: sibeh angry
song: none
firstly check this blog out: http://bao-n-leen.blogspot.com
done with the Wednesday, August 30, 2006 post. here i am.
thanks ah. dunno wad u call still so i call u BlueBulb. u tink i so bo liao. write those fuck shit for wad? i dare to say i dare to admit. i hao xin wish u two happy belated 1 month you can tio me taiji. blog BIG? wan smear my reputation. let me tell u smth. *TOOT* to you sia!
"okie.. 1 of the "small kid" is known as LEX"
another big *TOOT* to you. learn how to check IP before coming to say its me. me and the annoymous same IP. u noe how does internet IP works? get a life dude. i got more time than to tag wad suck cock thing. say me small kid? come tio me la! u aint that big either. i dun care u maple finally level 121 after slacking for dunno how long (i'm half ur level).
"i also never say your full name" _|_ you lah! ask arnd the ppl u noe that noes me. i will do such bo liao things mehs. check the time of the tag and where am i first before say i tag. u tink i dunno IP add mehs. u tink i dunno can check mehs? i so stupid use own comp tag u? lao CB.
argh. nth going rite. first, ruby meii mai talk to me. den everyone seems to ignore me. damm. wad is wrong this day. luckily i still got christiie meii and franana who come comfort me. thanks frenz. all those say anything can talk to me. grr. where are you guys. damm. i'm still pissed. zzzz
here is why you say its me right? i'm bloody not afraid as u say i am to clear this thing up. i dare to do dun dare admit? on my ass. lex doesnt do such stuff. noe me before you judge me. PUI!
HERE MR BLUEBULB AND THOSE WHO STILL NOT CONVINCED:
An IP address can appear to be shared by multiple client devices either because they are part of a shared hosting web server environment or because a proxy server (e.g. an ISP or anonymizer service) acts as an intermediary agent on behalf of its customers, in which case the real originating IP addresses might be hidden from the server receiving a request.
oh ya. just to add on. at 11.24 i am still in my bed sleeping. ZZZ
Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/IP_address
you made me happy today again. for the afternoon. but where are u in the evening. t.t
See it thru ma eyes.. 2:21 AM
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
mood: moodlessly thinking
song: none
seriously i need to be thinking of other things. i shouldnt fall so deep in the pit yet again. lex, learn ur bloody lesson. even ur meii is telling you that. bah~
today stayed home. waited for miss joy to come online cos she said afternoon come back. in the end 11+ den saw her online. LOLS! tio pian liaos. =x wahahas! oh well. its fine or wadsoever.
lotsa things coming already. i've been feeling rather treated cold by lotsa people. i wonder why too. those promised to say everything and stuff all dowan liaos. all say nth and whatever. even my meii all starting to say cold things and leave. what the hell did i do wrong? guess i really need some reflection time yet again. everyone's busy with their life. only me this stupid head trying to make ppl's life happy. but, i tink i screwed them up instead. if not i cant think of anymore reason anymore.
hais. tell me wad to do now. 1 my meii mai say wad happened. another one says mai talk to me because of i dunno wad thing. damm. life isnt so good. bad omen for the holidays. i need a breather. =(
but somehow i'm glad we're getting to speak more freely now. i'm just trying my best to let u know me more and to let myself be more comfortable with you. =) if u noe hu i am talking abt, i noe it sounds stupid, but i hope history wont repeat either. i dunno how to describe the feeling and thinking i'm having now. its like ya giving some chance or smth. but is it really it? i certainly hope so. =) but sometimes u oso like bo chup which makes me sad a little, but u even bothered to reply me, unlike now lotsa ppl doesnt, that makes me really wanna treasure u more. tell me, what is really going on. shld i be straightforward and ask?
ya sick. so please take care too. =)
josh and nic's resolution for the year seems to be coming true already, yet mine still not even 50% done. can i really make it in time? hais. i have a feeling not. lucky, my two bros. lex, u gotta try harder if you really want your wish to come true. ><
of all ppl that left, i'm glad ya the one that stayed. let me cherish you more. let me take care of you, for you're more than that important fren i used to lie to myself. =/
See it thru ma eyes.. 12:58 AM
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
mood: cloud no 9
song: none
i just love it when we chat. esp on the phone. it may mean nth to you but hearing your voice after so long, really lighten up my mood. =)
it began wild when ur voice is trying to stay awake. hahas. i cant wait for more to happen in the future. but is there? i certainly hope so. please dun disappoint me. i hope after so long, you do change your thinking abt me a little. just a little. i'll go step by step to go the length with you. ^^
i cant sleep. >< i'm just pondering. oh ya. audition just level 5 le. =x i went back maple bootes. so ya. lols! level 51 bandit nia. noob. =D anyone care to peii me play? hahas! nights world!
i feel so light.
i want more of such things. it really makes me so happy to hear your voice over da phone. hope to hear it right beside my ear soon. =)
See it thru ma eyes.. 5:02 AM
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Monday, August 28, 2006
mood: a mixture of sad and happy
song: glamorous sky - nana feat nakashima mita
somethings happened today and i'm feel oh so i cant stand it anymore. its been holding on for so long and everything i'm giving in. yeah. go on on how i change and my attitude. somehow or rather none other ppl said that. out of my 300+ friends. cept you. excuses. just step out the door of my life please. i had enough. ya lying plain thru ur teeth. if u tink i'm tt dumb, think twice. i'm a scorpio and my sting hurts. when i turn my face on you, be sure you'll never even get a fuck in front of ma face once again. for you, you still have a chance. i'm not so damm give up like i treated someone else. but trust me, never will i listen to u fucking lies again.
somehow or rather. the person who cheered me up and made my day best was joy. =) thanks girl! its been kinda some time since we last chatted and stuff. thanks for even bothering to listen to me! ^^ hahas. and thanks for telling me so many gu shi! wahahas! pretty sad none others realised wad is going on. joy's the girl lahs! lols! but still, u ps me on sat. T.T hahas! i'll be waiting for the next sms when you asked me where am i again. =P dun care ah! study hard k joy! you really made me smile once again like you always do. just like kai xin guo to you eh? ^^
tml the last paper DBSY. i tink i can scrape thru? i never really study much. like josh bro said, GG! xD lululu~ after tml, rest for 2 days or so then i go find a job. i need $$. i promised christiie meii to teach her maths too. poor her. her o levels are coming yet somehow her tuition tcher left her. hmm. i dowan her to fail either. >< speacking of which, joy ah. you need maths tuition can also tell me. =D tuition together. =x LOLS. kidding. you got *ahem* =x hahas! though didi la cant teach much. =x WAHAHA!
somehow i tell myself, i am only a --- --- --- to you. never can i ever reach the stage like those guys i heard from you. though i really want. i feel so inferior to those ppl. went to ur hse and stuff. buying you stuff and everything. pei u whenever you needed someone. i'm just a million miles away to be considered treating you good.
but recently, you're like giving me a chance. but should i raise my expectation high? i really dunno wad to think. days passed since that time i knew the truth. i tried to keep that flame down. but since then it was never extinguished. i'm still waiting for that day we meet. thats why my wishlist never delete that line. are you reading? you're getting that flame to lit once again. if you never mean it, do you mind, toning it down? or have you really decided to allow me to lit the flame once again? i'm so confused.
tell me -----, tell me, what should i do? what should i tink? i need to control the flame. it'll never extinguish. it'll only diminish. =(
damm! i'm spoiling my own mood. nono! today is a happy day! lex will stay happy! but only you hold that magic to put a real smile on my face. you know? ^^ alrights. night peeps! i'll spend more time with you. =) i'll rather quit what i like now to spend the best time with you. to know you more, to really match up with those ppl i heard. but...... am i thinking too much once again? =(
the flame burns. but as small as a candle lit. if you meant to give me a chance, can i make it as huge as the sun? you're the only one who holds the magic to make me who i really am.
See it thru ma eyes.. 4:53 AM
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Sunday, August 27, 2006
mood: stress again. ><
song: somewhere only we know - keane
the truth i seek is the answer i'll find.
met bibi yesterday for awhile. finally got to see her. =) si joy say wan meet awhile in the end still ps me. *@#(@# lols! but i dun blame ni la. u are with ur future bf if u two hang out everyday like that. LOLS!
hmm. nth much either. tml is dbsy and i'm like 3% done only? GLHF lex. xD and i started audition. for fun. level 4 le. lazy play le. lols! hmmm.. bboy mode is fun just that i not used to it. si ruby meii keep pian me say play easy in the end all so hard. ZZZZ
bah~ nth much. joy u better dun ps me next time. =P will be waiting. xD lululu~ bah~ i want my mp3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! honey elaine said she got her mp4. ZZZ. boo~
ok gone~
i seek the truth, i heard the lies
See it thru ma eyes.. 4:27 PM
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
mood: trusting
song: none
seriously i need to study. i NEED. grrrr. i just read thru some notes and i stopped damm..
outsourcing is ..... argh. forget. thats how bad it is. *@!#&@(*#
off for some naruto. and dbg?? =x i'm bringing some notes. definitely. someone, please motivate me. and grats to joshua bro for being in love once again. =) take good care of her alright? =)
hais. everyone got a hug, got a kiss. i got ignorance. thanks world
naruto, wo ai ni. =)
See it thru ma eyes.. 2:59 PM
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
mood: fan nao
song: none
and i've really been wondering. how simple can life be? i've been thinking for days and i still cant get to a knowing why does love doesn't come easy.
have i done anything wrong? why do ppl often treat me good only when they need me but throw me aside when im of no use. am i really that bad of a person to be with? i really wonder. does my name at least pop into a person's mind when wanting to make a decision?
troubled and so many things to say. yet none gave a listening ear when i needed. am i so worthless?
this few days, i've been rather close with someone. yet someone i dun feel the security. i really wanted to try. but somehow or rather, it always turn out to be i'm the fault and stuff. i guess its fated to be alone for this holiday le. hais..
till den. nights world..
See it thru ma eyes.. 3:29 AM
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Friday, August 18, 2006
Mood: Relieved!
Song: I Never Told You What I Did - My Chemical Romance
FINALLY! i'm done with my projects! all of them! and its just the submission now! finally! so shagged now. i need a hug and a kiss to energise. MUHAHAHA! guess no one listens to my rants anyway. so i wont waste my breathe!
off ta bed! but before that i'll be changing my blog song and my friendster song. MUAHAHA! i feel so relieve la! thanks honey elaine and xiaotoot for being here for me to see me thru this period. happy belated bday NICHOLAS! and thanks everyone for helping me in my projects! love you guys to bits! ^^
nights world!
the one who wishes the most for something often doesnt get it in the end.
See it thru ma eyes.. 5:19 AM
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
mood: tired
song: none
a short update. left with last project. somehow managed to squeeze out my CMSK3 report and STMD project. dunno how i do it either. now left with the last one, INMM. headache. thursday is last day to do le. really hope nth goes wrong. still alot bugs. i'm feelin oh so tired can! ><
sleeping at 5.30 on tues morning and 7am on wed morning. guess today i can sleep after i post which is like 4am now. 2hrs of sleep per day really is bad. >< come on! by this fri! i can be so much more relax! >< HAHAS!
i wonder why my curse doesnt change. its always bu xi huan der que xi huan wo. xi huan de que bu xi huan. i'm so headache lahs. but i told my fren. i may just dun be so choosy i guess. hais.. wei she me ne? hmm..
oh well. need to get my sleep. =) and i really hope i'm attached can. after such a hectic term, i can go on holiday with my girl. damm. but it doesn't seems to be coming true. oh well. lex has no yuan fen.
nights world.
2 more days of hell, 1 more week of study, 1 month + of break coming up. =)
See it thru ma eyes.. 4:05 AM
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Monday, August 14, 2006
mood: heavy
song: none (huming tomorrow in my mouth)
project submission week coming. hectic week. i'm like not even halfway done through my projects. i hope i can make it in time. STMD and esp INMM is killing me. i'm feeling oh so stress and tired now. >< just finished my CMSK3 report. hope its enough to pass or smth. but somehow or rather i tink i did great. xD
oh well. shant say much. need my sleep. ^^ gosh. i hope this week pass nice and smooth sia. may someone watch over me. i need someone to motivate me! >< hahas!
hope by this holiday i maybe able to find wad i'm looking for. really need a nice holiday. chee keen going to japan during september. hope my parents allow. ^^ its my dream to go japan though. hahas! alright, bolster here i come!
toodles world~ =D
am i thinking too much again? the higher the expectation, the greater the fall, the more painful it hurts, the deeper the scar, the longer it drags, the more regret we'll feel. thats chain effect.
See it thru ma eyes.. 5:07 AM
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
mood: regretful
song: Eternal Blaze - Nana (Top Pick)
how many times you've regretted after letting go of any opportunity that comes in like one out of a zillion chance? today comes and yesterday went. it all happened in that split of time that you let go of that chance. somehow i really regret now because of how stupid i can be. i know i lack in self confidence and stuff. but somehow i still feel lousy. will i ever see her again? i told ma friends if i ever get to see her again, i'll surely not let the chance blow by again. but will i? i feel lousy. oh well. blame it on my lack of self confidence or whatsoever. =(
i've decided to type my words nicely. so i'll try to cut down on "lyk" or "noe" and stuff. =) last thing to rant. why will people only treasure once they lose it? do they treat people for granted? i really cannot stand people who does that to me. do i look like some push thing that when you want my help, you treat me good. when i'm of no usage you just push me away as if i owe you money? everytime i told myself to forgive and forget these things. but somehow everyone's giving me that attitude. what more can i do? i have feelings too. soft-hearted? maybe. but trust me. i have my limitations too. be glad i can endure well.
i swear upon if i ever get to see you. even if rejection, i'll still make a decision i won't regret. =)
See it thru ma eyes.. 3:25 AM
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
mood: not good
song: eternal blaze - nana
fuck it. i had enough. u lyk to play on me? sometimes nice sometimes bad. so be it. dun come looking for me when u need help either again. i'm sick and tired. now tell me wad did i do? out of nowhere u just pop out, i hate you, go away!
fuck it. tell me wad i did wrong at least before u block eh? and since you block, i have no hestitation to keep u in my list either. if thats wad u wan, so be it. i hate it when people PMS straight on me.
yeah. wadever. lex is unreasonable. lex is bad. wadever. it doesn't pays to be good anyway.
wad's good being good?
See it thru ma eyes.. 2:58 AM
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
mood: cranky
song: Stole - Kelly Rowland
NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous.
Wild at times.
Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality.
Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes.
Meets new people easily and very social in a group.
Fearless and independent. Can hold their own.
Stands out in a crowd.
Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.
oh well. got this off some mail. bah~ wth. i'm bored. I BLOODY SCREWED UP MY FRENCH SPEAKING TEST!
zzz.. when i pulled the topic out of the bag. i knew i'm dead. fuck. i understand the question the tcher ask. dunno how to reply. looks lyk 2 CDS for next sem. thanks ah lex. so much for working on the other topics. fuck..
lulu~ happy bday to knnth on 08/08/06, happy national day to singapore on 09/08/06. yeah. thats all i'm wishing here. damm. i need to get nic's prezzie soon! >< but projects are piling up! my game and picture gallery is enuff to kill me. ZZZ! and STMD.. ZZZ (@W*#(@)#@
hais.. went mad in arcade today. 09/08/06. now headache. ZZZ. i played ddr on a pull up position. using butt to hit the back step. played crazy songs on DM. caught the onihime ending with 101 combo. bahs~ and i'm feeling cranky now. everyone's got their girl/boy at least a target or close to become tgt le. CEPT ME! damm. everyone's happy and stuff. but i'm cursed or smth. suan le. hais. no fate bahs. not time lex not time. let things flow smooth. i told myself.. hais...
pepper lunch soon i hope. i miss the hamburget steak meal. >< ARGH! FUCK. off to bed. still cranky. hais...
See it thru ma eyes.. 2:14 AM
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Monday, August 07, 2006
mood: stress
song: Tunak Tunak Tun - Daler Mehni
lols. this song is so cute can. hahas! and its nice! bollywood song does rocks at times. xD no discrimation can! kruk kruk! xD but i wonder why is this song call tunak tunak tun. LOLS!
ah. my life is following in a circle pattern. and i'm freaking sick of it. damm! i hope the holidays come soon. but first. so many projects due. hais. i'm kinda sick of poly life le. its tough. i hate studying lahs! the projects are fun. but too short time to finish and some are fucking hard. wads up with the better scenary den quality for stmd? ZZZZ... i rather have a good quality not nice scenary sia. >< nice scenary still must go find. hais... oh well.. too bad. hu ask me take this course. ><
bah~ the most wtf competition i've ever seen. enjoy if u can. this is how bo liao americans can get sometimes. ZZZZ.
Click here!
bah~ STMD, CMSK, INMM to be handed in lyk 2 weeks time? damm. i need to buck up! and tues is french speaking test! ARGH! think i'm gonna fail this term's cds liaos. fucking shit. ZZZ AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! i wan a changed life! i wan to hug! i want to kiss! =x BAHS~ lex is crazy. 2 years really seems lyk a long time for a scorpio to remain single i guess. hais... tell me. wad to do. T.T
"she has been torturing him all this while because she loved him" - cai jing. =x LOLS! her torturing meant to be tolerating. LOLS!
See it thru ma eyes.. 2:30 AM
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
mood: just me
song: shining ray - One Piece
[ EDIT - LINKS ARE UP FOR DOWNLOAD 05/08/2006 11:20 ]
really nth to blog recently. hmm. lols! just same old normal life.. exams coming. project submission. 2 down, 4 more to go. ZZZ~~ seriously, i look forward to my holidays! damm! i need a break! *@#*@(#@) hais... or rather i tink i need a girl. bah~ rants again. lulu~
si ruby meii. lols! i juz feel lyk saying this. =P wahahahas! anyhow post things de. tsk tsk tsk~! LOLS!
aiya. fuck it. really nth to blog. shall go sleep. ZZZ and n-ninja is really a fun game. xD its a simple flash prog only and its so hard to pass. if you all would like to play this game, you can d/l from here. as usual. 7 days or 100 d/ls and no more. your comp needs to support .swf file though. get a flash player from here if you dun have. enjoy peeps. =)) its hard and needs lots of patience. but its fun and challenging! ^^
yay. nights world. off to bed. sorry guys. link down. will upload like tmr? thanks for the patience if you guys are interested to d/l. anyway, i got a feeling no one reads so. yeah. LOLS!
wake me up from this endless dream. my trilogy
See it thru ma eyes.. 3:27 AM
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
mood: deep thinking
song: i do - 98 degrees
when asked what is the opposite of black? one can give white as quickly as a finger snap. however when asked again. what is the opposite of red? one will ponder. its the same question but different variable. is opposite really that complicated? how i wonder.
deep in thoughts, thinking of wad i've done so far. realised how shallow my works are. i guess reality slaps harder than a physical moment. time to wake up and look at the world.. lex..
ciao~
if you cared, you would have cared
See it thru ma eyes.. 8:21 AM
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
*~* Hii Hii *~*
..+.. iM xxxxx ..+..
..+.. from xxxxx ..+..
..+.. swiit seventeen ..+..
..+.. niice tuh miit eu wor ..+..
..+.. gLad tuH bii eUr fren nehx ..+..
..+.. mind tuH intrO too maHx ..+..
..+..~*~..+.. [x][x][x][x][x] ..+..~*~..+..
a typical girls langauge and style of msg aye? too bad. i saw this testimonial written by a guy. -_-" and dammit. is the trend going on to guys too? gosh. baby language for guys really turn me off. god. girls still can understand. but guys? eewww. ><
nth much to write either. lulu~ no one reads either nowadays. kinda waste of time to read my boring post too. hahas. so i'll make it short everytime. i'll just talk to mr.bloggie. xD
glad that the dbg community has finally quieten down. though the bad blood or wad still remains, i'm kinda glad that everyone got back to talking terms. read my frenz blog and realise the so call outcast for the past few weeks is getting well with the grp once again. seriously i hate such stuff. its childish to me but we're humans. emotions and feelings will still affect us.
oh well. the xxxxxxxx and xxxxxx and xxxx xxx case i thing oso quiet down le. just no talking and stuff. but its alright. both grp are my friends. pointing here and there everyday just really put me in bad spot. hahas. only one more case. the xxxxxxx, xxxxxxx affair. god. that is just that 1 thing i still cant forgive. oh well.
lulu~ fan zhen no one reads. good night. bloggie. movie with xiaotoot at ps tml. lake house. been quite some time since i last met her too. hahas. can't wait. dun really wan bother couples to ask them peii me go watch and toot agreed. so why not. hahas. =)
hahas. i realised after 18 years. how little friends i have. none would talk to me unless i start it out first. how ironic when ppl say i'm good arnd with ppl. bullshit. hahas. ooo. i feel i'm venting again. wadever. i'll lead my life, you guys lead yours. as long as you guys are happy, lex will feel happy too. i guess thats scorpio for you guys. =)
you're not alone. at least there is your bloggie to peii u whenever you feel lyk talking. thanks bloggie. =) nights world, nights bloggie, nights lex.
everyone arnd me leads their own life with their friends and love one now. i hope i do find at least 1 soon. 1 who really cares abt me. need not be a girlfriend. just a simple fren will do. i feel lyk a failure. oh well. tatalex will fucking stay strong. he needs no symphathy, he needs no pity. if anyone thinks that he's trying to get attention, you're fucking wrong. cos lex will stay strong, yes ALONE, even if he have too. dun ever think of breaking my bones down. you'll end up failing. =) lex rocks! ^^
See it thru ma eyes.. 2:22 AM
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