Friday, January 26, 2007

happy 1 month dear!

so fast 1 month le
and we're still as loving as ever
i hope =/
really hope can spend 1st month tgt
however its ok either =D
as long as we remain tgt
anything is ok
i love you dear
and it will go on and on
cheers for our 1 month ^^

Our Special Kiss that seals us all~

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 4:50 PM
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

ah there are still things going on
please ignore the blanl post
its just i'm too bored. =/
anyway, hope everything goes fine
i'm feeling super duper stressed out by everything
from work to everything

i heard somethings that really
made my heart 'died' for a moment
at that moment of time
i really felt that my world came crashing down
and now deep inside
i still feel the sense of loss in me
the words made me feel i lost the world
it made me feel i lost someone
whom is already no.1 in my heart
"but what can you do?" says kuro
and indeed, the odds aint to my liking
its not for me to decide
all i could do is to try my best
and yes, i think i'll hold on
there's nothing more in this world
that can turn my world a 360 degree
thats only one you now

its hard parting with someone
its hurts to miss someone you love so much
but cant feel them
cant even see them
my heart yearns to see you
each and every single day

will you love me
in the morning?
i hope one day
i'll really move you
thanks for making my life
so colourful =)
but the final things will be
as long as you're happy
it doesn't matter who you're with
all i want to see
is that smile on that face
and see you're being loved
like no one could ever love you more
ilu.
=)

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 12:30 PM
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Monday, January 22, 2007

somemore blank post.. ><

why am i still thinking so much
when kuro gave me those words
he said everything and it all makes sense!
but why do i still think so much?
i can't help it
kuro say its a test
and i really believe
will this make us stronger?

no lex
shijite
believe
everything will be worthwhile
don't care what other says
don't care what other do
you trust her, thats the best thing you can give
DUI BU QI DEAR~!
i doubted you for a moment
i just need some assurance
thats all i can ask for
i love you and there's only 1 girl i see now
and i hope
one day you'll tell me the same thing
i said here
=)

and thanks kuro for hearing me out
and giving me advices =)
sometimes i think
the person who always seems so far away
is actually the nearest to you

hee. if only i can change..

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 5:57 PM
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this shall be a blank post
to show how blank am i now :)

would it have helped?
viv told me to say everything
but i just couldn't
who am i to restrict someone?
i know its no use just saying but
ahhh.. maybe i need some jia jia liang teh
sometimes i really wonder
what more could i have done
sometimes i'm just frustrated about myself
why cant i contain feelings
and act like nothing happen?
i know its nothing more than fly
but why can't i just keep it in me?
why must i let it out?
i feel useless. lex go _|_ the wall..

but come to say
of all people. why must it be him
and why must it be l***k**?
i don't know what to say le
even before this thing
i fcuking hate him to the core
and lucky after 2 months
it starts to vanish
but it fcuking comes back now
of all people... i don't mind who who
just WHY MUST IT BE HIM! ><

not that i don't trust
i believed in
只要你开心，什么都可以
but why~~~~~~ NANDE~
why must you always come and disturb me?
have we crossed paths in the end?
tell me what i should do now
my audi skills improving
my projects piling
my friends pushing me
exams fail like a donkey
and shit stuff keeps raining on me
hais. i'm lost
i just need to share my things out to
thanks viv for listening to me
and supporting me ^^
seriously, milo is damm a lucky guy too ^^
you rock my ass _|_er~! =)

haha~ but maybe i should look on the brighter side
dear is truthful to me
everything tell me. =)
and i really feel appreciated
nothing beats more than a kiss, a hug, and a <333
i love you dear..
its a blessing in disguise ^^
if loving you aint enough
i'll love you even more.

ps: why must ppl be such thick skin?

tada~ end of a stone post. shall stone more
it helps like fcuk!
nights peeps. hope these troubles
can be cleared by ur assurance. =)
off to maple. nights world~

ps: friends, if you know something you shouldn't
please don't say out anywhere, esp on tags
thanks <3 ones. =)

到底我的心里想的是什么。

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 1:08 AM
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Friday, January 19, 2007

its been 1 day since i talked to dear
but it seems like a thousand days =(
she's working for her dad
and today also ><
awwwww....
i miss you dear

everything's piling up and i hope
i can push myself
so many deadlines.
i need a breather
and i haven shop for my new year stuff
who want peii me go shop? :3
ROFL!

i think i should play less audition now
and finish up my projects
but its like 17k to back up T.T
strictly no tagging for me!
and i feel lousy now
my 8k sucks, my 4k sucks
my chance sucks
my beat up sucks
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~ my audition form is going down!
damm~ lesson ending. shall update later
tomorrow is the groove battle
but i never join
because i think i don't have the qualities
if only i'm stronger. =(

and the 'matter' is still bothering me
i need assurance. ><
cakee's word still lingering in my head
had a good talk with GWISBH (last time known as GWSPSCHB)
told her many things that's in me
for quite sometime. ^^
i feel better mans! thanks GWISBH!
i will treasure her de! dun worry.
and you better treat milo well mans!
and hope he treats u well too
if not you two can SGeorgeBush'sD!
ROFL! =D

i asked most guys and all afgree with me
do you guys think so too?
- guys need assurance
- guys need security
- guys need care and pampering at times too

awwww. =D love all guys arnd me
esp nana ^^ love you dear <33333333

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 4:50 PM
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

i always wanted to update
but i'm so preoccupied by stuff. hahas.
oh well nth much
punked yang fong that its valentines on satuday
damm funnie. you shld see his expression
when he called his girlfriend
and wished her valentines
+ how he panicked when his oh not prepared
and heard how we prepared
damm whacky la that day
all thanks to me and kenneth. LMAO

audition like mad too.
npe-ed all the way
hacking =x ROFL! i'm like super rich la
but lotsa stupid clothing and everything
yawns. projects are piling
but i'm not in the mood
someone save me

life has been great with dear arnd =D
but its been more than a week
since i last saw her
i miss her so so much la
wannt see you soon =(
awwwwww.... its ok..
wanted to go shopping today
but dear too lazy
want sleep thru whole day
and she's feeling sick too
so oh well. some other times =D
its ok. wo deng ^^

me and dear in aud

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when i was super bored in school..

damm i shld start on my forum siggy
and me and dear de poster
and make a new blog
and all my projects!
damm~ i'm feeling weak again
someone fill up this solitude in me =(

[edit 2]
i've cleared all the words
i typed in the morning
but i wont delete off the line
thats shown below
be glad i'm someone who is forgiving
and still.....
[look below]

YOU FUCKING DISGUST ME

and i aint feeling any better.
[/edit2]

<3 u lots dear! can you feel wad i feel?
wo hui xiang xin ni de ^^

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 11:25 AM
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Friday, January 12, 2007

weets. i feel improvement already
but i somehow feel its improvement at the wrong place
someone kill me with an axe?
i'm slacking real hard in my work and i know
but somehow i have no motivation to move on
i'm letting many people down
but on the other hand
i hope me and dear got better
after some incident happen
i think we got to know each other more
thats the type of things i always wanted?

listen to cakee's meii advice and everything
everything's nice now
i just hope i can manage my time better.
and i failed WAD badly
and i just realised i missed my C&E project
fuck. no one told me
and i plain forgotten
someone save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i feel so kukubird lahs!
i feel so noob =(
awwww. lucky, there's dear and so many people
still with me.
i'm glad that i lived. =)

Line of the month: SMD la! _|_

LMAO!

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 2:10 PM
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Monday, January 08, 2007

hahas. cleared alot things with dear
hope that pulled us closer. ^^
though a little hurting at first
but hahas. no prob. xD
i'll overcome it as i said
too heavy to let you go just like that =D

seriously i really dunno wad to say le
many things running through my mind now
how can i leave him out of the picture
i dunno how long it will take
but i know this road will be long and windy
many obstacles to go through
many sacrifices
don't even know if i can make it to the end not
but for you i'll try

dear if you ever reading my post de
dunno got not,
i wan to say, wad i say all in msn
mei you pian guo ni de. =)

i'll be posting audi pictures soon.
get ready for some pictures mania! ^^

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 4:56 AM
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Sunday, January 07, 2007

what can be more happier than
a simple love?
jian dan ai
a relationship of trust and everything
i really hope so ^^
sometimes i wonder if human does not have
jealousy this feeling
what will the whole be?
sometimes i will jealous if someone
gets very close with deardear
or if deardear very close with someone
but often i told myself
i must trust dear
and i'm glad i did
nothing can describe how much i feel for you now =D

and i almost cried cos dear said this
so sweet la! ^^

ps: we were talking abt dens (audition $$)
notice: sweet content ahead. not for the broken hearted =x

``. -[[ xiaolex ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || glamarous dayz || dear wo ai ni ^^ x 让我做你快乐的种子 x says:
why so little?!?
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
ben lAI jiu so lil le
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
lol
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
cus i buy the couple tee
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
n ugg shoe
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
and 50k the omg face
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
LOL
``. -[[ xiaolex ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || glamarous dayz || dear wo ai ni ^^ x 让我做你快乐的种子 x says:
sorry dear. T.T
``. -[[ xiaolex ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || glamarous dayz || dear wo ai ni ^^ x 让我做你快乐的种子 x says:
make u no $$
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
NOnono
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
its nice
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
really
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
its worth =D
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
esp wen couple with u
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
=)
``. -[[ xiaolex ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || glamarous dayz || dear wo ai ni ^^ x 让我做你快乐的种子 x says:
^^ <33333
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
couple with no couple tees
``. -[[ ♥ nana - ]] .``_ ♀ 我爱你 ♂ - :* || <3 nana lvl 二十二 amateur guild : H.O.R.N.Y - - x 我要快乐 x 《完》 says:
r nt couple =D

awwwwwwwwwww. LOL <3
thats what we do late at night (woops early morning)
hahas.
and dear, i can feel for the moment
i'm not the sweetest and stupidest guy in the world.
i'm the luckiest guy in the whole universe. =)

so wish i could make it before 14/2 =D

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 5:20 AM
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

oh well. its the new year already. 2007 fast.
x.X so many things happened.
met alot of new friends
know alot of new people
life is great but school reopening
i mean REOPENED x.X
hahas.
i'm kinda flowy now
but i dunno what to think

i got an audi dear le. hahas
nana my dear =D and i love her lots
spent new year with the tutu hse gang
but this time nana dear oso there
i feel damm good really
spending the new year with someone you love
i really miss 010107 very much
dear i wonder when that day can come true again
=D

i really dunno how to feel now
one moment i can be so happy
but the next moment. hais
xin shi mei ren zhi
dear, wo hao xiang he ni zai yi qi
dunno how to say
but when i'm with you
i feel so myself
i just love being with you
i want to see you again
i want to hug you again
lock my hands with you
and say 'i love you' once again
wonder when will that day come again
^^
i hope i wont get jealous so easily. x.X

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 4:47 AM
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