- xiaolex* i really wanna be with you

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

yeah merry xmas. oh well
hahas. christmas is the same as every year
orchard and spray.
fights at cine outside. HAHA
spray ah neh
and more ah neh
ah neh
ah neh
ah neh
ah neh
ah neh

HAHAHA! damm la.
but this yr kinda different
went to tutu hse to ton with the other guys
ray went with us. LOL
damm funnie when we try find his house.
cardiff groove and conway groove are neighbours
we hit cardiff groove but scared lost
den backtrack.
LOLS! when we finally were shown the way, we realised if we walk up,
we would have reached tutu's hse 1hr earlier. =.=
LOL!
but ok la. what a christmas
oh well. maybe i'm fated for this type of christmas ^^
i'll make another resolution =D
hope 2007 will be a better year

never had a dream come true. never had a dream so near
what more can i do
to show whats more than loving you

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 2:26 AM
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Thursday, December 21, 2006

when was the last time you were 1 step late?
do you ever regret being that close to reality
but realised if only you did it earlier?
sometimes its just timing
you'll never see how much you've lost
till you realised that you're just that 1 step away
we've lost dearest around us
so please don't regret making a love confession
if you really love that person
love sees no eyes
it sees no borders
love is beautiful ^^

ps: von sis! if you ever see this, i never go for camp! come on! jio me out! ><
+ i only got xmas present for you. no birthday. sorry. T.T its a little one though. T.T

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 3:23 PM
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Monday, December 18, 2006

i made a kind of big decision somewhere
i've decided to withdraw from my project team
not that i'm irresponsible or something
but i realised i've got too much commitments to carry on
i'm glad my members and rick took this with respect
thanks guys, this made me feel so nice
even though its guilt
i'm scared to pull the project team down,
so i think its better for me to withdraw

that means i need to rush a project in two weeks
hmm. heck care. christmas soon here anyway..
i've bought some christmas prezzie for ma friends
count yourself lucky that i am in the mood to buy xmas prezzie k!
nothing much either too
level 22 on audition?
my noob acc now level 7. yawns....
OTC is coming soon too and i'm not so excited. ><

right end of my life. ^^
somehow many things changes so quickly
funny how love can come and go so fast too
i was still wondering the things we said
but i realised everyone would not want to not be loved
its a more of glad than anything else in me now
maybe the move i made is good afterall
its for everyone's wellness
because i know my limitation of how much i can give
and now, as i see, i'm glad i've gone that way
no regrets and even more so,
i'm happy cos you're happy too! ^^

omedatou, watashi no taisetsuna tomodachi.. =)

oh carry me through
this cold december rain
whip me through my fears
drench me through my heart
what will always left behind
will be a torch
of an undying heart
-lex

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 12:17 PM
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Thursday, December 14, 2006

yawns
i've turned 21 in audition
which means i'm an amateur dancer!
yay?
that also means i must start to chiong my project
sians. can't i have a break
grrr
few days of rest
and back to work. =D
why am i even putting =D there! ZZZ
and V3! when will you come out! T.T
oh well
gotto noe a new fren called, xiulian
LOLS. she's my ahgirlll now. lols.
anyway nice to meet htp, tempted, hamster
hao, zeadreamon, bal, angel, james, xiaostar,
belin, jer, lona, and so many la!
lols. i <3 you guys
may god bless
and i'll be away in camp on 21-23
miss me guys. =)

toodles to the world. christmas is the same again. =)

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 3:41 AM
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Friday, December 08, 2006

yay! finally friday!
a little rest for the weekends
and term tests next week!
i'm kind of glad i've finished most of my projects
WAD - done!
C&E - done!
HCI presentation - done!
Clinton's deliverables - 1/2

wooo~ i feel kinda relax
but i know this holiday will not be smooth going. ><
i'm left with 1 more project
MEDIA LAW. ZZZZ
words words and more words. LOLS
oh well, life will be going on
though i feel a ton of workload off
i'm feeling kinda shagged and worn out
due to doing projects && wake up early && aud. =X
lols! oh well
gotta get my saturday sleep in tml! ^^
woooo~! may this sem pass quickly
i can't wait for OTC and FOC/FOW!
students who plan to make it to TP,
PLEASE JOIN THE PRE-SCHOOL CAMP!
FOC/FOW!
ask me for more info.
its been a long time since i changed my blog song
shall change to a larc en ciel song.
god bless.
PS: it took me 4 bulletin before that dudubun finally saw it. T.T
grats again!

i sit upon the window, thinking of something
i know i shouldn't be thinking
it will never come true
somehow or rather
there's something in me
that i don't even know.

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 5:34 PM
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Thursday, December 07, 2006

WAD to be handed up on friday
C&E to be handed up on friday
i'm so luckyi had my CMSK2's interview last week
some deliverables to be handed up on friday
FRIDAYS
its supposed to be a very nice day
as the weekends are here
but i just can't stop thinking la!
monday to wednesday is term test week
everyone would be enjoying then
only me and my teammates will be chionging yet another project
yawnsssssss
i'm addicted to aud lahs i got to admit
but somehow or rather i can have the control
of doing my work first before playing. XD

ahhhh. my life sounds wrong now
i hate poly life now
just this period
so stressful.
DMV3 coming soon 11Dec
2nd day of my term test. HAHA
i'm level 20 now. damm. ameteur please. ><

i told yiting abt something a day night ago.
hmmm. i cant believe still la
that such a thing happened
oh well. maybe is my willing part too
but i got to say
its addictive and enjoyable la
damm la~ its wrong i know
but i yearn for a second try now. ><
saveeeeeee meeeeeeeeeee

super tired now. shouldn't play audition so much
and suet ps me last night
say want play. say who don't play not jj or dd anymore
yeah. u not my jj anymore le. =x
hahahas~ siansss lahs! need to chiong le
and law is as talking as ever
yawnssssssss
saveeeeeee meeeeeeeeeee

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 9:05 AM
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Sunday, December 03, 2006

its been a long time since i update so here it goes
alot things happen
i also don't know what to think now
so many things going through my head
till its all so clouded
projects are piling up
i just fell sick a few days back
got better today
bahs~ nth much seriously
just some project submission and everything
my cmsk2 interview went well
teacher said i'm well prepared (like real)
and say i'm not too shy nor over confident
+ i "sell" myself well.
a high B and A for the parts i get
and a little dock of marks on my hair. T.T

other than that i'm glad i made it through this week
today (sat) is kinda good day
went to audition competition. LOLS
i won the novice catergory! =x haha
lucky i started my acc a few days back
stayed up till 4am to get my char
frm level 4 to 6. wooo~
in the end first
the last game is madness
perfect and chain battle between me and sig???
so jing zhang. LOLS
got 5 ppc and some vouchers
the best part
lucky draw i get anothet ppc!
LOL! and my friends were like cursing me
now i'm the guy with 6 ppc. T.T
hahas. dun beat me guys
nice day too ^^

grats to Kuroshi and xTouran for getting
1st and 2nd respectively in the open cat. =)

hmmm. wad clothes should i change to now. =x

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 3:20 AM
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