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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Death is the Only Way Out - Lex

I walked through the rain

Jumping onto the paddles of water
unready for the bright sun later
sleeping through the rain will be nice too, i thought
trying my best to hide my tears

None of my calls would be answered
even if the world would fall
even if I'm the only one left
death would be the only way out

as i walked futher through the rain

Little did i know i reached her house
indecisiveness roamed over me
thinking what will I do when I see her
thoughts of you can just make melt
love was the word i can say
eternity, endlessly

Trusting my own instinct
rampaging through the rain
urge of seeing you drives me on
stopping in front of your door
trying to call your name

Further and further i went
running through the rain
only I knew what was in my heart
meddling through the affairs of my heart

You are the one that changed me
one and only one
unchanged by time

I don't know what else I can do
staining my hands with what i nv thought i will ever do

Tell me that love was meant to be
heighten by the time we shared
amplified by the kiss we sealed
taking us to yet another level

So will we make it there
or will all be just a dream

Have i lost my sight
and my feelings?
raging headache breaks me into pieces
death the only way out

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what will happen in the future?
stressed out by work
KNS i hate school life
ZZZ

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hidden words yet again
some people see it just once
some people takes time
but i guess its the only way
i'll get to say what i wanna say
in a none ming xian way
take care world...

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 1:09 AM
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

there was once a guy who was so bad in everything
never had he ever did something good
he was a jack of all traits
master of none
but luckily, he always stood strong by his beliefs
that one day he'll get want he wanted
many brushes with luck
many opportunity with fate
yet none ever did it
and so he decided to turn to the stars
thinking thats the only shining thing upon the skies
he hoped that the stars can watch over him
giving him brightness and direction
whenever he is lost

and yes, the stars showed him
and lead him to who he is now
strong in mind, power in his world
and so he wanted to share the starry night
to someone he treasures
and the person will be
michy. =)

when you are down
look at the stars
right in between them
would be me
bringing you through your darkest day
showing you the direction
and you'll never have to say
"i'm lonely once again"

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 12:08 PM
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Monday, November 13, 2006

thanks. its been a wonderful night
i hope there'll be more to come
if ever there was a time turner,
i would have made this day earlier
thanks for everything
i had one of the best days ever
i haven't experience stuff for a long time
believe in what the heart says
till then, i pray for eternity

Wishing stars - Lex
as i sit by the window pane
i counted the stars that were shining
up across was a breathtaking sight
as i looked back on how far i came
i realise i would have nothing
if there weren't you
i wouldn't have came this far

oh wishing stars
make my prayers come true
as i pray by the window pane
i hope my love would never pain
oh wishing stars
make my wishes come true
as i hold on to her hand
we will walk right to the end

as i slept on your bed
there you were
cuddling next to me
we chatted through the starry night
laughing through all our right
these are our youth
these will become our memories
someday i believe
we can make all our wishes come true

oh wishing stars
make my prayers come true
as i pray by the window pane
i hope my love would never pain
oh wishing stars
make my wishes come true
as i hold on to her hand
we will walk right to the end

bring me to a higher level, take me to a higher scale
if it were'nt for you, i would have been still wondering

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 2:13 AM
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Friday, November 10, 2006

time to update
gosh i'm having quite some fun with what
i doing now
though i know kinda bad, but i'm loving it
i'm being myself. =D
other than the tough projects and schoolwork,
i'm breezing thru things
i didn't know its so easy. ><
oh well. but i have to let things take time
i believe one day i'll make it there. =)
i've been spending $$ like a bai jia zhi these days
someone stop me!
i'm officially 18! hu wants go club pls jio me! ><
hahahahahas~

other news, i'm level 16 in audition
that means... I'M A CLUBBER! WOOO~!
but my skills still sucks.

fastest song: 145 at comfortable FM
chance fastest song: 142 at level 9 (occasionally miss)
8k fastest song: 110 ><

yeah. wad a lousy clubber i am. >< time to improve!
gosh am i flirting now? who knows? LOL!
take care everyone!
off to bunk!
may the world remain in peace. ^^

am i doing right? all i want is simplicity..

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 4:48 PM
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Monday, November 06, 2006

051106
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

ok. this post is just thanks... ^^
by kind of order...
thank you nor, xiang, virus, fuzi, yf to wish me happy birthday first
von sis, suet, nic bro, knnth, layyen, cloudie, yuki baby, chris, cost jie
charlene, joy aud stead ^^, sherry, melody darling, winston,
christie, samantha darling, mikki, cheeze, jingy, xiaozhu, liting, starz,
christina, yuer, josefyn, kell, shin, shengtat, rice, shuan, bryan,
xiaofaith, ruby meii, yiting, ray, josh bro, xiaoboy, baobei, yeeping, xinyu, xiaotoot, promiliek, daddy, mummy, sister, kelvin, sky, eileen, candy,
elaine honey, tingting, jol, junrong, alex, cheekeen....

so many. if i leave anyone out tell me k? ^^

and thanks suet and knnth for your bento. =D

however, i'm kinda sad cos those who i tot will remember did not.
after everything. and no you guys did not even wished me.
i cant have every friend here with me.
but at least, i hope you guys knew how i felt.

060506
happy birthday cherriann ahgirl. =) smile k!
pretty babe!

baby, ni ting de dao ma? =(

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 2:25 PM
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Saturday, November 04, 2006

hmm. looking right. it shows
less than 18hrs odd
gosh.. so fast. 1 year just passed.
anyway

031106
happy 18th bday norman bro!
041106
happy 18th birthday cost jie! ^^

i'm kinda glad my friends can make it down for me.
i dun mind getting the buahs and everything
to me, everyone have fun, everyone enjoys
its my greatest wish
and those who i want to see,
hope they can come. =D
at least thats my simple wish for to come true eh?
my resolution won't come true already
so just hope this simple wish can. =)
make it come true can? my friends?

i wanted to spend this birthday with someone
someone who i can forsake the world and just be with her
its still not yet confirmed
but somehow i hope you can make it. =)
nights world
mayb november be a light to shine for everyone

lex blesses you. =)

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 5:01 AM
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