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Monday, July 31, 2006

mood: lonely
song: none

i finally know the answet to the question i've been seeking. i guess its better off this way. =) though i'm kinda sad its not said frm you but i'm somehow glad that i got to know it.

will be feeling much better after some days i guess. i wanna try this time. since its made so clear its kinda impossible. oh well. blame on lex. he doesnt have wad it takes. but somehow this made me stronger. it makes me realise when you wanna love someone so much, there are things way beyond ur imagination. lex will stay strong. he will...

if you can get to be with that guy on ur mind, lex will surely wish you the best de. =) its your life. its your decisions that you make. none can change you but can only give words to you. deep down i really hope this aint true. budden reality is always more real den imagination.

i'm so troubled recently that i really yearn for that 1 month + holi break. i wan my bday to pass soon so i can reach happy 18 too. oh well. lex wishing for too much again. hahas.. i tink i will put some hidden words inside this blog to remind me of wad i've learned. only clever people may be able to read it. lols. it wont be shown to the whole world budden once again. i so hope to tell someone all abt this that i have only my blogger to turn to. thanks bloggie. you rock ma sock.

thats all folks. and joy, please take care of your body. if i know u nv go see doc i'll bloody hunt you down at your doorstep and drag you there. yes! piggyback if i must! ><

oyasumi! but before i do, i'll write the things first. enjoy... if you can. =P nights.

deep down, i really wanna breakdown, no one understands, no one really cares. its for me to stand up on my feet and face my life once again. with strength and perserverence. a mask, all along..
[PS: this are not the hidden words]

anata ga watashi no taisetsunahito desu yo. a promise, of a lifetime

See it thru ma eyes.. 3:40 AM
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