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Friday, July 21, 2006

mood: pissed, angry, wadeva. emo.
song: none

a leopard never changes its spot. and i thought you have changed. in the end, ya just another idiot who cannot keep your promises. i tot in the near future we can talk once again but u fucking proved me wrong. hug all u like. slut all u like. your officially stamped in my BLACKLIST.

and to the other party. damm. ya attached. why are you doing this? or its just me being lag that you've broken up? if ya did, den sorry, i have no right to say you. but isnt it too fast to find another girl already? please dun repeat the stories i heard about you. it aint good.

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ok enuff of that. yes. everyone hate being alone. even me. how i want to be in love. how i want to hug and yes, kiss a girl passionately so much. but hey, at least i can control myself by not being so despo. the most i'll look at girls who know how to dress. but i dun go and flirt with any of them. i dun 'jump boat'. at least not once the girl rejects or smth. get a life.

failing to get a girl doesnt mean you NEED to get another one immediately. seriously, i dun like the attitude of urs of looking for girls. in 1 month or so u like 2 girls and those 2 rejected you? now u go find someone you dun even noe.. zzzzzzzzz... come on. if you want love, get it the proper way at least. love her, jio her. can or cannot be with her, at least show some sincerity that you are true dammit.

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and to the fucker who hacked my friendster acc by sending msges and deleting ppl.. it aint funny ok. everyone has frenz whom they treasure. deleting them or sending them fucked up msges and causing misunderstanding btw us is fucking bastard thing to do. do get a life also.

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damm. i feel so pissed right now again. and nth seems to be going right now. no nth for me. my wishlist aint completed at least 95%. i wan a change of lifestyle. i need someone to take my mind off all these things. blow my mind away everyday, every second.. where are you? my princess?!

people aint replying when i talk to them. yeah yeah. forget it. i shall stay quiet in conversation. big deal? i feel pissed to the core. even my meii thinks i deleted her on purpose. tmd. wanted to vent so much that no one even bother to listen to what i have to say. yeah yeah. lead your own lives. nth to do with me anymore. need me, call me. dun need me, stay away lehs.. right. nice attitude.

at least drew bothered to reply and helped me a little when i asked for a song. thanks drew. for somehow ya the only one who listens. zzzzzz..

_|_ed up day, _|_ed up life, _|_ed up love. everything just aint right at the moment. maybe god wanted it this way. screaming till my voice went hoarse yet no one truely cares. fuckshit. lucky i found one old video which brings back the memories when the 2D gang hang out. its super duper nan ting. but oh well, at least i remembered i once had true friends. currently? nahs. everyone uses me lyk a pawn for themselves. i hate being myself at times.

watch the super duper nan ting de us singing our primary school song, recital, national anthem, dayong sapan, blah blah..


feeling _|_ed up now aye?

fucked up person who needs love and attention now.. but please dun bite me now, or you shall be with her in my fucking BLACKLIST. *$*(#@@$%&*($#@*(#

See it thru ma eyes.. 2:10 AM
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