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Thursday, July 20, 2006

mood: natural
song: sexy, naughty, bitchy - Tata Young

today there is nth up. juz feeling tired the whole day round. i wonder what is round with me. and i failed my fucking SWEN. T.T by 2 marks. disappointed. oh well.

oh yeah there is something i wan touch on. its rather fucked up. i wonder why am i always the nice guys to my friends yet they dun appreciate at all. fuck it all. yeah. jokin' it may be for u guys. but seriously it aint a joke to me at all. blame it on me to be stucked for another 1 1/2 year or so. indeed you guys are my good frenz now. thats why i even bothered to copy and take notes for you guys when u all skip lectures, sleep in lectures or bloody playing arnd in lectures. you guys asked me copy for you guys how many times have i rejected? none. did i even make a effort to copy it for u guys when u all dinda ask me? YES i fucking did. but what happened today? tink its a funnie and nice joke huh? its good enuff for you guys not to even touch my paper. i expected no one will bother to help me either. its always me being the good guy for you all, and yes, take me for granted. _|_tards. i'm pissed. leave my paper alone i'm glad enuff. fucking scribble rubbish over my paper. knnbccb.

i'm going to be fucking rude now. dun bloody ask me do anything for you guys anymore. since i'm not appreciated in anyway, to hell with me willingness. i'm a saint aye? need me that time please me lyk i'm god. no need me jiu say those fucking stuff. "FUCKER, HURRY UP", "WHO CARES ABOUT YOU", "YOU MORON". yeah yeah. jokes to you all, impact on the friendship on me.

i wont be a saint anymore helping u guys do things anymore. dun even ask me help u buy this and that. fucking buy ur own things now. pay for urs too please. neither will i ask u help me buy. i'll do it myself if i have to. the most i aint buying. yes i'm petty. so? you guys make me do this. i hate being mr nice. helping out all my friends when they in need. but god, fucking tell me how many helped me back when i need help? KNNBCCB! thinking back really is none. ask help all say busy or fucking give me a link and ask me read myself. while i'll go to all extend finding the correct para, explain when in doubt even if i'm busy lyk freak. at least i'll apologise when i really cant afford time. FUCK SHIT LA! I'M FREAKING PISSED THINKING OF ALL THESE NOW!

grrr. sorry it turned out to be a fierce post. but i cant hold it anymore. everyone has their problems. my frenz have at least me to turn to. while i have none who will sit down and spend time talking and helping me out de. all short and 'dai guo' replies. zzzz

nights. aint having much mood now. lucky i found a video that makes me nod my head to it and make me forget a little for that short 3+ minutes.

you can view it by clicking here. i'm off fuckers. zzz. mood changed to pissed. zzz..

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 3:25 AM
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