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Friday, July 14, 2006

mood: sad. hurt. wadever you tink off
song: Wonderful - Everclear

alright sorry for the lack of update. was doing my projects and erh. being lazy. oh well. so here i am to blog again. life turned the other way round. suddenly i felt so sad when she said yes. hais..

i really envy couples now. esp tt knnth and suet jie. they make me so jealous and inferior of myself. they're so loving and stuff. honeymoon period once again. hais. yet me. cant even do things right. i've been living in a world deprived of bgr since young. never did mine work out fine. everynow and den when ppl dun treasure their relationship or treat the other sex lyk some yoyo i will feel disgusted. >< i'll put my post in dark for the moment. read if u want but dowan juz ignore. just some venting i want to say. ><

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alright done. i now really wanna hope. hope that miracles i believed for 18 yrs really do come true. i hope when ya done with ya busy, you could take a little look at me. and open up. hais... i really really have not much mood for now. putting on a smile can last me thru the day. but will it last forever? its for my heart to find. i'll be waiting. joy.. ='(

ps: everything i said on my last post is frm wad i saw and feel. totally nth to do with anyone or anything. i'm juz farting everything out. bah~

and back to square one, waiting once again for her to give me a chance.

See it thru ma eyes.. 2:45 AM
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