- xiaolex* i really wanna be with you

Saturday, July 15, 2006

mood: hais =(
song: Little Prayer - Asako Toki

yest went dbg. was all alone so went walking arnd. fridays orchard is so crowded. couples here and there. big grps of frenz outing and stuff. oh well.. anyway, went walking alone for awhile before heading back dbg again. oh well. tot of alot of stuff. >< oh ya btw, the last post back portion is deleted. so too bad. forget it. i tink i'm juz another whiny kid hu cant solve problems by himself. i too dependent on others le i tink. i muz learn to settle these kinda things for myself. the ppl arnd me wont be here for me everytime and stuff. learn to grow lex. learn to grow.

had a few games of DM and guilty gear. forget abt most things. oh well. guess lex really is on a bad patch. >< cant seems to get everything right. all my other fren's project is lyk so good yet mine is lyk. crap. seriously. oh well... ok dun say le. i did some things on fren so if u wan read on..

boy/girlfriends
its really nth much to say. its up the bond of this relationship. if its strong enuff, both partners will willing to sacrifice anything. even death. however, dying together with the other party is juz another stupid senseless act.

true brotherhood/sisterhood
one who will be there for their partner. no matter wad they wont miss out saying how are u everyday and care for each other. they can sense each other mood well and will not wait for the sad party to tell the other partner. the partner shld feel in in them and ask them without thinking. one will also nv turn away in any troubles they face. when they quarrel, they will listen to each other and not dun bother to listen.

best friends
they will be there for you in times of troubles. however when it involves big money and troubling them too much, they will tend to hesitate. however, they will try to help you as much as they can even moral supporting. they wont leave you but will try to find a nice reason to explain why they cannot help. they will also listen to your problems if you talk to them. usually they will only ask u when you express yourself as sad.

good friends
they will be there for you and help you when its within their abilities. they wont be stupid enough to go the limits for you. they will listen to you problems if you tell them. however if they are in no good mod or busy, they will tend to ignore or at the very least reply something like yes and give simple advices like jia you. when ya facing a big crisis, you'll be wondering, do i have such little frenz? this may be last grp of friends that will give you a present.

normal friends
these are groups of ppl who are with you everyday. like school mates. helping you out in schoolwork and stuff. however they will ignore you or quarrel with you over little small things like different opinions. when they are in a ditch like alone and no one to accompany them, they will tend to call you.

hi-bye friends
as the word says. its just i know you, you know me. hithxbye. nth else. simple and easy. they will only know you more when they grieve over your death.

enemies
everyone knows. this group fall under your blacklist. you wouldnt even care about them even if they die. whatever they do doesnt really bother you much. you'll find fault in them whenever there is a chance. however, if you two gets better and understand each other more, this may turn out to be the best friendship you may ever have. if not, you two will juz have cold wars and bad impression of each other

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tada! there you go. and off to DBG! i need to fa xie. hais. still have this saddening mood in me. T.T hais... i need to learn the citation for CMSK3 soon! monday test le. T.T

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 1:03 PM
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