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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

mood: missing someone
song: 見つめていたい - flow wars

ok. i hope the person who you know who you are reads this post. the one i called bastard the other time. steven that is. this part of the post is for you. so hope you read. thanks for your time.

first thing off:
- an apology to you, yes mr.steven for accusing you on my older post if you read it. after listenings to ray's side of story and recent evidence, it seems you've proven yourself wrong. why?

- you did not break out with your gf. which i heard tt time u did cos u lyked someone else.
- you did not touch that "zzz" on those blah blah dates = proven you innocent of being that horny guy.

so this are my apology to you on the part that i believe ray's story. and now it seems lyk the truth is out, i shall apologised for the wrong concept of thinking.

HOWEVER..
some things to clarify:
- if you've tried to clear the misunderstanding of your gf things, none of the i-break-with-my-ex-cos-i-like-another-girl will happen
- admit it. your lust and hornyness landed you in such a state now. no one to blame.
- while you have a gf, you still asked her for sex. thats something still is a bastard act. i hope you've changed

YET..
2 thing to applaude:
- your honesty to ray when needed with the 95% true chat logs (i wonder why isnt 100% -_-")
- your courage to stand out and admit things that you've done unlike some other peeps who still tries to deny everything.

THEREFORE..
- lets stop the cold war. i see no need anymore. i xin shang ppl hu dare to do dare to admit. though it took you some time to clear the matter, you still did it anymore. i will not give the 'bastard' look to you when i see you anymore, neither do i hope that you will show attitude. if you still do, too bad. i can still do the same. i just see no need for such nonsense anymore.

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ok thats for steven's side.. now to the girl labelled as despo by the general public in dbg..

great job! subarashi desu yo! you two did well to fool everyone including me. though right from the start i knew something was wrong. come on. how can you fool a scorpio that easily? your skills aint as good as mine scorpio girl.

A LUSTFUL LEOPARD WILL NEVER CHANGE ITS SPOT. mark these words girl. game over for ray huh? let me see how long you two can last. trust me. lyk ray says, it will be a sure at least be a DOUBLE KO. slut arnd all you like. someday you'll end up being shun by everyone. try to fool me the first few times we talk? i'm innocent. i dun do those things? kiss my arse. that was the time i had a bad impression of you already. as i said. want to lie, not to me. it aint easy trying to cover up wad you said to me.

i cant belive you still have friends with you. either they want your body for their sexual needs, if not, they are juz plain stamped on the eye. yeah. crude words huh? thats the impression you gave to us all now. i gave a bad impression of myself to you huh? thats what you tell ray rite? let me shoot you back. i give u 1, you gave yourself 100 times more.
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to the guy who is also labelled as despo by the general public in dbg..
haven you learnt from your past lessons yet? i may not know much but from what i hear, your acts in the past is almost unforgivable. you're lucky most of the peeps gave you. now you're back again? aim me in DBG from now me. xia lan me. i dun care. you maybe be a fucking 7 years older, pai kia in the past or wadeva shit you can give i still dun care. dare to do dare to admit. army tot u wad? even i nv go army i oso noe this basic rule for being a man.

yeah. to say it truthfully. indeed that despo girl has better look than your cleve ex. better figure. that i will argee. but please. you're just another hentai guy who lust. in terms of character, your clever ex is 1000000000000 times way better than her. yeah. go for looks. go for lust. i'll see how long you'll last. (hey it rhymes!) get a life man. even i can tink better than you. indeed i do like hot and sexy girls. but i wont lust till i will go for every one of them. i'll find someone i really like (looks and figures are 2nd).

another word to say. despo. dun say "your problem?" to me please. its everyone's problem that their 'fren' is in this kinda shit. so wad if you can play games well? it wont find u a nice wife and spend your ageing years with you. get a life. really that despo, go geylang. dun hurt the youth of girls. tmd.
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this aside, i'm not going to care anymore. matter cleared up by ray. its over and done with. and steven, i hope ya reading and you will not repeat the same mistake. you may have the moves and to some looks. but being a two timer is indeed very x100 fucking bad. i need not have those friendship lyk me and the other peeps between you and me. i just want to clear things up that me and you. no more gua ge. i apologised on the parts i went wrong. up to you to decide anyway. i enjoy my games. i dun really care. even if you dowan agree, wan tio me. i oso can play along. my powers arent shown yet only. enjoy your stay. anything to say. please tag. i want hear frm you. thanks.

finished. i'm fucking stressed by school too. and here's a nice pic. guys, beware of this mail pls. other than that, nights guys. oh ya. last note.

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to charlene: if you really meant to clear things up, my advice to you. your words aint showing any signs of it. this quarrel is unnecessary. and i yue see yue dulan. quarrelling over such small things. juz say its hu to them can already. but seriously. ask any soul and they'll think lyk me and knnth and suet. cos its really hard to belive. final advice: better to make friends than enemies. you may have the dbg gang behind you now more than knnth. but please, no point making things worse. in the first place, abt 'that' incident. i cant see how right you are. you're lucky you're the girl. i'm not shooting you or siding knnth. i'm juz stating the fact that is playing in real life. ask someone close. your joejoe or hu. for truthful comments. your sp comments is.. you noe urself.
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nights peeps. here's the pic that i wanted to show. -_-" oya~ long post today again..

virus its all ur fault la! see! =x LOLS!

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 2:24 AM
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