- xiaolex* i really wanna be with you

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

mood: moodlessly thinking
song: none

seriously i need to be thinking of other things. i shouldnt fall so deep in the pit yet again. lex, learn ur bloody lesson. even ur meii is telling you that. bah~

today stayed home. waited for miss joy to come online cos she said afternoon come back. in the end 11+ den saw her online. LOLS! tio pian liaos. =x wahahas! oh well. its fine or wadsoever.

lotsa things coming already. i've been feeling rather treated cold by lotsa people. i wonder why too. those promised to say everything and stuff all dowan liaos. all say nth and whatever. even my meii all starting to say cold things and leave. what the hell did i do wrong? guess i really need some reflection time yet again. everyone's busy with their life. only me this stupid head trying to make ppl's life happy. but, i tink i screwed them up instead. if not i cant think of anymore reason anymore.

hais. tell me wad to do now. 1 my meii mai say wad happened. another one says mai talk to me because of i dunno wad thing. damm. life isnt so good. bad omen for the holidays. i need a breather. =(

but somehow i'm glad we're getting to speak more freely now. i'm just trying my best to let u know me more and to let myself be more comfortable with you. =) if u noe hu i am talking abt, i noe it sounds stupid, but i hope history wont repeat either. i dunno how to describe the feeling and thinking i'm having now. its like ya giving some chance or smth. but is it really it? i certainly hope so. =) but sometimes u oso like bo chup which makes me sad a little, but u even bothered to reply me, unlike now lotsa ppl doesnt, that makes me really wanna treasure u more. tell me, what is really going on. shld i be straightforward and ask?

ya sick. so please take care too. =)

josh and nic's resolution for the year seems to be coming true already, yet mine still not even 50% done. can i really make it in time? hais. i have a feeling not. lucky, my two bros. lex, u gotta try harder if you really want your wish to come true. ><

of all ppl that left, i'm glad ya the one that stayed. let me cherish you more. let me take care of you, for you're more than that important fren i used to lie to myself. =/

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 12:58 AM
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