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Sunday, August 13, 2006

mood: regretful
song: Eternal Blaze - Nana (Top Pick)

how many times you've regretted after letting go of any opportunity that comes in like one out of a zillion chance? today comes and yesterday went. it all happened in that split of time that you let go of that chance. somehow i really regret now because of how stupid i can be. i know i lack in self confidence and stuff. but somehow i still feel lousy. will i ever see her again? i told ma friends if i ever get to see her again, i'll surely not let the chance blow by again. but will i? i feel lousy. oh well. blame it on my lack of self confidence or whatsoever. =(

i've decided to type my words nicely. so i'll try to cut down on "lyk" or "noe" and stuff. =) last thing to rant. why will people only treasure once they lose it? do they treat people for granted? i really cannot stand people who does that to me. do i look like some push thing that when you want my help, you treat me good. when i'm of no usage you just push me away as if i owe you money? everytime i told myself to forgive and forget these things. but somehow everyone's giving me that attitude. what more can i do? i have feelings too. soft-hearted? maybe. but trust me. i have my limitations too. be glad i can endure well.

i swear upon if i ever get to see you. even if rejection, i'll still make a decision i won't regret. =)

See it thru ma eyes.. 3:25 AM
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