- xiaolex* i really wanna be with you

Sunday, September 03, 2006

mood: depressed
song: forget it..

girls...
i really don't get them sometimes.

well, most of the time actually.

- knnth

true. same to me. lotsa things happened to me today for no rhyme or reason. suddenly you're gone. just like that and i wonder why. so all along all these are for nth? you never know how the world crashed on me when my meii said i've been blocked. thanks a million for that. i feel worthless. so much for everything. all i get is that when you got yours.

seriously, i should be hating you. i should fuckily throw my temper. but how come. why. i just couldn't bring myself to it. instead i'm still trying to find the reason aimlessly wishing i could do smth to amend it. tell me, is this stupidity or wad? why do you had to leave this way? is even friendship so hard to maintain? you really crushed my world. totally to nth. and lex, ya a baka that shed a single tear for love. you swore never to do but that single tear rolled down. blame it on listening to forever love and endless rain.. =(

Forever Love - X Japan
I can't walk on my own any more
The winds of time are too strong
Ah, I should be used to
Getting hurt, but now...

Ah, just like this,
Hold my still damp heart
If unchanging love can exist
In these constantly changing times,

Will you hold my heart,
And catch my tears?
All my heart feels like it will break

Forever Love Forever Dream
Oh, tell me why
Only flowing emotions
Intensely and painfully fill these times

All I see is blue in my heart

Will you stay with me
As long as the wind blows?
All my tears overflow again

Forever Love Forever Dream
Stay by me, just like this
Holding my heart that shakes in the dawn
Oh stay with me

Ah, I wouldn't mind if everything were to end
In this night without end
Ah, I would lose nothing
All I have is you

Ah, will you stay with me
As long as the wind blows?
I don't want anyone else by my side

Forever Love Forever Dream
I can't walk any further
Oh, tell my why Oh, tell me true
Teach me the meaning of life

Forever Love Forever Dream
Within the flowing tears
Until the shining seasons change into eternity
Forever Love

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a nice lyric from endless rain [translated]
Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by.
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me.
You're just an illusion.
When I am awake, my tears have dried in the sands of sleep.
I'm a rose blooming in the desert.

It's a dream, I'm in love with you.
Hold me warmly in your arms.
I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without you

The dream is over.
I can no longer hear the voice of your gentle words.
Floating off tear stained walls.
So awakening in the morning, I'll move into my dreams ...
until I can forget your love.

these 2 songs really describe everything.. sadly they make me shed a single tear for you. you left without a word on 030906. a memory to remember..

as you indulge in your happiness and love, you left me alone, walking this stretch all alone. why did you do this to me? why? am i not even the mark of a friend of yours to at least say bye when you leave? can't even have a relationship of friends? i really really am puzzled. this is so not you..

See it ~~thru~~ ma eyes.. 9:38 PM
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