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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

will you notice
if one day
i'm gone?
will you feel different?
will you feel part of your life taken away?
i wonder how many people
have i made an impact
to their lives
that they will remember me

i'm running thru my life
with the past image zooming pass me
never did i slow down
never did i made a change
i'm feeling terrible
as if i'm going to lose one of my arms
the day have been terrible
without you there
i tried not to care anymore
i kept it at bay
but its as though its a drug
so much i wanted to talk to you
so much i wanted to care
but my voice is hoarse
i'm disappearing every moment
would you notice
that if one day i were to be gone?
if one day you were not to receive my msges
will you feel unease?
will you think of me?
will you think of why i didn't msg you?
or will i be just a thing
that is there if its there
and not there if its not there?

i really miss the old times
i really wanted to go on
but why must things happen
why must you give up on me
why must I give up on you
i really dunno what to do
so much to say
so little people to say to
can i ever feel your warmth again?
even as a fren i treasure?
will you stop by your busy life
and say a hi to me?
i really care
but somehow
my voice won't reach there
i'm suffering deep inside
i need you
but.....
and the story goes on...

somehow, it was as though i've never existed to lots of people
show me what's to love for
tell me you still remember me
tell me i'm still your friend...
tell me i've walked into your life
tell me i've.....
existed

See it thru ma eyes.. 4:11 AM
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