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Friday, September 29, 2006

is there a need to do it?
i'm kinda disappointed(?) and sad(?)
i don't know how to feel
i don't know what to feel
if i am not supposed to be there
just tell me
seriously, i didn't know how things got like this
and nope, i do not blame you
somehow i just feel stupid of myself

i don't know what to say now
is this how a friend is treated?
if you hated me
i rather you say so
i'm there because i want to
i'm there because i love you
i'm there because i need you
but must you just do that?
how hurt it was
i felt as though i've lost another friend
it felt as though you didn't want me anymore
yeah, i love you
must you treat someone you don't like as though they are supposed to be there?
its not your fault actually
who ask me like you
but.. but...
suan le.. i'm actually just someone you can't accept

everytime when you need me, i'm always there
but when you have your friends and your love
i'm as though not even worth to be your friend
you don't know how to treat everyone equally
i know this
at least tell me you want play with them only
i'll just go
really. its just
you said lets play together
in the end you left me alone out there
i really don't know what to do
i love you. yet i cannot angry with you
once i do, i may not even have the chance to talk to you
how helpless i was
i guess. your love was never meant to reach out to mine
to him: you better treat her well
since you want me not to distrub you
i guess i shouldn't be that thickskin
i'll wait again till someday you'll want me back again.
i'll keep the memories for now
looks like you and him
yeah. everything sounds couple enough. =)
i've done my part
i'll still be at the back waiting
no matter how much rants i could make

why must it always hurt so much?

See it thru ma eyes.. 1:46 AM
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