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Thursday, February 01, 2007

it'll never change
what good will it be to make a difference?
no one can control another person's life
its their freewill
if you were'nt supposed to be that one on the line
you're never the one
accept it and face it
you'll grow stronger by experience

things can't describe
the things thats going thru me now
instead of security
doubts flooded the clouds
just wake me up from lalaland
and slap me to face reality
i hope i'm wrong this time
but its too much to take
not once but.....
oh well. i hope some things can save the day
ps: not powerpuff girls..

The Seasons Memories - lex

the flowers bloom
the nature rejoice
spring is here
and the land is green
i held on tight
enjoying the view from my heart
wishing i could be there
to see the wonderful sight
yet spring was not the season
i could have been there
if you wanted me to

came summer
where love was at the beach
the blazing sun
the rising tides
all i could do was to see you from afar
watching you partying through the crowd
getting close to you was hard
and all i could do
was to admire you from afar
sadly, summer cooled down
and its not the season
i could have been there
if you wanted me to

dropping leaves
yellow maple
those held the memories of who we are
i finally got to know you
but all seems so apart
we had some nice times together
and we swore to keep in contact
busy as we were
the autumm keeps my love alive
i blunted out 'i loved you'
all i get was the rushing leaves
which blured the sound
when can my words get to you?
slowly, autumm passed me by
it was not the season again
i could have been there
if you wanted me to

the hibernation came
raindrops, white snow
flakes were on us
i remembered the way you said
'thank you' when i wiped that raindop on your face
this time i held your hand in the rain
i hugged you through the cold night
i wanted you to know
how much i want to be by your side
but my tears hid in the rain
and there i was
standing in the cold season
watching you with another guy
i wanted to say those words once again
wishing you could come to my hugs again
i stood there waiting
but winter was not my season
i could have been there
if you wanted me to

the four seasons' memories
so much we held dearly
all i could do
was to make you smile
in exchange for nothing
nothing can describe
the hurts and memories i've gone through
but to know you're happy with your life
or maybe your boy
nothing beats me more than hearing you say
'thank you, you're my best friend'
i could have been there
if you wanted me to

i promise to be stronger
the next year round
the four seasons
brought me much more courage than i could imagine
the times we had, the jokes we laugh
the seasons' memories will take it to our death
i believe in this year's season
i'll be stronger
i could have been there
if you wanted me to
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pre-early happy valentines to all. =)

slap me from my dreams
wake me up to reality

See it thru ma eyes.. 12:55 AM
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18 going 19
scorpio
single / attached by heart to nana
drums and guitar
come what may
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